My character/personality was what I was.
What you first said I was
My attitude was a reaction to you.
You never understood cause and effect.
It all came down to one selfish moment
Or rather two
The doing and the telling.
I found this the other day. A few lines scribbled down during the middle part of my illness. Not a great piece of writing but true and relevant nonetheless. In retrospect it was more than two selfish moments. It was also the outrageous behaviour afterwards that I have already described. However, without those first two moments the rest wouldn’t have mattered so much.